I don't know whether i wanna......?

I'm so depressed, i don't know whether i wanna live or not. I don't have the guts to kill myself, im scared about the pain and what happens after death. Despite this everynight i take loads of tylernol pills with alcohol, sometimes i do it conciously and sometimes semi conciously.

What is wrong with me? Do i wanna die or not?
Answer:
No you don't.
Seek help.
However bad things may feel at the moment, trust me when I say that it wont always be like that. (even though it feels like it will be).
x

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You need to go seek help! Killing your self is not the answer to any problem you may have. It just brings hurt on those who love you

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pls talk to someone.. and friend or family or ur doctor.. get help
it hard sometimes to feel good abotu anything when everything seems pointless.. but depression is an illness u cant control and u need help

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visit your Doc...you`ll come through it a stronger person.dont give up, good luck.

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dudee!! belive me u dont want to die
dont kill urself its just very stupid u can have
friends me=] lol
haa

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STOP you need to get some help now all thses tylenol can destroy your liver fast and no more suicidal thoughts call 911 DO IT

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you definitely do not want to die. i went through the same thing, you need to get help, call a help line even, and slowly work your way off the tylonel if youre already addicted. try taking one or two less every night. but really,
you need to get help, its not worth dieing.

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you really needto talk to someone. your life is worth more than this. stop 2nite! call the samaritans its free confidential advice on 08457909090 uk or1850609092 roi or email jo@samaritans.org. rememberyour not alone

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Go get help! from family a psychiatrist, friend, anyone. Your life WILL get better. Give yourself a chance. Suicide is not the answer. Please, do not throw your life away by killing yourself.

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Stop right now. Think about what you are doing to your life and all you have to live for. Do not think negativley about your life, always look at the positive side. Any form of suicide is painful and just imagine the pain your friends and family will feel knowing what you went through without asking them for help. You need to stop taking tylernol pills and give up the alcohol because your in a cycle that is making you more and more depressed each time you drink and use the drugs. Seek proffessional guidance right away and get in touch with these organisations. No human life should ever be sacrificed. Everyone has something to live for. Find a passion in life, what you enjoy and pursue that. If you need to get back to reality take a nice long walk in the country or go abroad and help others. It's really good for building your own character and self esteem. Call these numbers or get in touch with these people, please! - MM

www.metanoia.org/suicide/

www.soon.org.uk/problems/suici...

www.befrienders.org/

Please go to them as you don't deserve to suffer alone.

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You don't want to die. You want to end the pain, and at the moment, death seems to be the only way to do that.

You're wrong.

Please keep yourself alive. Look after yourself: try to cut down on the pills and booze, it's never a good combination.

See a doctor, who will refer you to a specialist. See a therapist.

It won't go away overnight, and it may never go away completely, but these feelings can lift and the way you think can be changed.

There is hope, you just need to reach out and grab it.

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Been there done that! It's not worth it. Go to your local Psychiatric Unit %26 sit in the waiting room %26 refuse to go until you are seen. No matter how bad you think things are you will look back at this time in years to come %26 delight in the fact that you didn't succeed! Trust me. Have you a friend or a family member you can talk to? Or your doctor?

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why do you hurt you self dont think about all the things that makes you happy all the things that is worth liveing for taking this stuff will damage your insides and ofcourse you will dye a painfull death the very thing that dpresses you can make you smile but think theres more to life than what depressed you in the first place were you not happy at one time or the other did you not go out and hang out with your friends and and do crazy stuff capitalize on that and pick your self up and go do some thing that makes you smile who knows you might just meet some one that makes it all just seems like a bad dream give your self the chance to be happy again i dont know u but i would like if you were to write back and say hi candy shop you were right and am happy again..dont give up on youe self your better than that i know something happened realy got you down but i think that you can and will be happy if you just do the things that makes you smile call someone that makes you laugh do some thing dont drawn your self in pitty ..

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All I can say is " been there, done that " As cliche as it may sound you really should seek professional help. You seem to be fairly close to suicide and it really isn't a good idea. I know how it feels - downward spiral thing, nothing seems to help and you just feel like giving up. Stop taking Tylernol, especially with alcohol, sometimes mixing pills with alcohol can have worse effects than the other common methods of suicide. If you are this scared of killing yourself then you definatley DON'T want to die so please, don't. If seeking help does nothing for you then try taking up some sort of hobbie, something to distract you from all the negativity. Photography, writing, anything. Well I hope this has helped you somewhat and I hope you can get over this as successfully as I did.

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Hi, just read all your responses to this question. It seems that a lot of people care about your welbeing that are total strangers! I know the world may seem bad to you at the moment or you feel bad about yourself but there is hope if all these people can take time to feel for you and send you their messages of concern. It must mean you are worth something to them if not yourself. More people can relate to your feelings than you think.
I dont think you want to die, it just seems that you feel that there is no way out of the situation you are in or an end to the pain.
There is, take these peoples advice and know you are not alone. Just dont bottle it up keep talking....

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If it makes sense...you don't want to die, but living is too hard. I have felt that way and tried to kill myself. If you are able to ask the opinion of others then it's not what you really want to do. Lord knows, it's really hard to talk to anyone about how you are feeling when you are so low. Please try to find the courage to talk to someone you feel you can really trust. Friend, helpline phone calls, medics.whoever you feel most able to talk to. Remember though that when you ask for help you should follow through with the support that's offered. There is help out there but it takes strength to ask for it. You already know that tylenol and alcohol don't help you. ASK for help and understand and appreciate that so many people have responded to your question. Try to see that as proof that you can find a way forward.

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no hun you dont want to die,you just sound unhappy at the moment.have you got a close friend that can help you cause i really dont think been on your own is helping ...

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i ask my self the same question everyday, and the answer is things will get better if you get the righht help and support, ive had depression and aggraphobia for 6 years so for that amount of time ive had that question in my head!!
i still havent got the right help and support but im searching for it, you have to do it for your family and friends all i think is how will they cope when im not around, then my negative side kicks in and i think well they would be better because they wouldnt have a misso like me around moping about the place threatning to end it all, but on the other side i think they will have problems in later life and special occasions will make it harder for them!!
please get help i no its easier said than done but its worth it at the end im sure. take care

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Hi,
i find myself suicidal a lot too so i can understand the emotional and mental battle that is going on inside your mind. I think you don't wantto die but you want your pain to stop and are frightened that death is going to be your only way of getting some inner peace. You don't want to kill yourself but you want to be in peace and you take the pills with alcohol so that the alcohol will make you kill yourself and then the choice won't have been full yours and you won't feel as scared to do it? sound familiar? And if you pass out and die, you wont find it as scary..is that why you think maybe you take the pills with alcohol.
this doesn't mean you don't have guts, it doesn't mean you are not serious about wanting to die and it doesn't mean you only have dying as your option. please go and seek some professional help..there is no shame in asking for it, what habe you got to loose? if life is that bad, why not ask for help, i have had to too and i know how hard it is...suicide, although i am not condoning it, will always be an option, it is for everyone unfortunately but why not give getting help a shot..you maybe surprised!

best of luck to you!
xxx

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Don't do it. In my opinion, nothing in this world is worth killing yourself for. Speak to the Samaritans. They are there to help people like you. Visit the following website. Please, don't give up. I know you can get through this. Have faith, be strong and never give up. Suicide is the easy way out and one that is hard to go back on if you change your mind. I know this sounds weird coming from a stranger but please, don't give in to suicide.

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As many others have said, you need to get help urgently. Death seems like the only option at the moment but there are things that can be done to turn your thoughts, and life, around. You need to see a doctor, and tell them that it is urgent. Don't be afraid to tell them that you can no longer cope. And don't be afraid to tell them everything that is going on, you will not be judged.

You will have an initial assessment and then offered a variety of treatments that are individual to you. It is a long haul, but you will come through it and learn to manage your depression. It may never go away completely, but you will be able to lead a more normal life.

Good luck.

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